If

Maybe I was born on the wrong year. Sometimes I do wish that I was born 19 years earlier. Tapi nggak kan?
and I do wonder what would happen if.....
But then my next question would be, would I gamble everything I am, for whatever I would have been?
For I know that what I won't have have already been determined just by the decision itself,
...while what i will have in turn is in the realm of the unknown.

Would I gamble that?

One can be as daring as a tiger in some things,
but can be as coward as a cat in other things.