as I iron

Don't dwell in the past, they say.
I keep chanting this wise words as my thought start to wander.

I guess all house work, however simple and short they may be, can make people meditate on their life...their past, their future, and strangely rarely about their present.

It is true that the past cannot be redone, nor that it can be abolished.
Very strange that so often we dwell in it so often, too often.

Maybe it's true that an idle mind is a dangerous mind, I must say,
for it limits our sights from seeing the present as it is and impedes us from dealing it accordingly.

The time I spent in the Company had become my therapy, I guess. I have to admit that I am indeed...very very lucky. Somebody up there must have loved me so much, huh... :)

Thank you...

No need to say goodbye - Narnia|the Call

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and now one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

If

Maybe I was born on the wrong year. Sometimes I do wish that I was born 19 years earlier. Tapi nggak kan?
and I do wonder what would happen if.....
But then my next question would be, would I gamble everything I am, for whatever I would have been?
For I know that what I won't have have already been determined just by the decision itself,
...while what i will have in turn is in the realm of the unknown.

Would I gamble that?

One can be as daring as a tiger in some things,
but can be as coward as a cat in other things.